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Grief

by Annihilus Mundi

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1.
(death) 05:07
Instrumental
2.
I am a witness to the open gates of Hell. (Why won’t you just wake up?) The world melts away in a river of your blood. (Somebody, please help me!) Have I entered the realm of deceit? Are you the image of God, or the shadow of Death? Desperate, I pray that the gates are not the end. (Why won’t you just wake up?) Desecrated, trust betrayed, what signs did I fail to see? (Somebody please help me!) This is a purgatory, an endless prison, with bars made of your bones, and walls made of your skin. The moon has risen, and still you sleep (When will this nightmare end?) Suffer the phone call, yet I deny your deceit. (If I could follow you…) Have I entered the realm of deceit? Are you the image of God, or the shadow of Death? Soon, the day will come, when I will have to face you. (When will this nightmare end?) But that day is not today, so until then, I deny. (If I could follow you…) This is a purgatory, an endless prison, with bars made of your bones, and walls made of your skin. (Solo Break + Sally Field, “Steel Magnolias Funeral”) This is a purgatory, an endless prison, with bars made of your bones, and walls made of your skin. This is a purgatory, an endless prison, with bars made of your bones, and walls made of your skin.
3.
Loathing consumes me. Must you abandon? Loathing consumes me. How could you torture me so? Death, razor blades, open wrists, Then you’re absent like you were never here. Would you care to tell me why? Are you content to burn in hell? Were you selfish enough to die, And leave me here all alone? I will await your return, For I fear that I am mistaken. Care you not for my pain too? Are you content to burn in hell? Were you selfish enough to die, And leave me here all alone? Only after years together Did we separate forever. You insist pain is a virtue, Though you can’t handle your own. Lessons in a lonely essence, Sainthood as a vice. You insist pain is a virtue, Though you can’t handle your own. (Guitar Solo) As I explore my hatred, As on a darkling plane, I question what is real, And what I’m made to believe. I can’t imagine A life outside this hell. Despite our love, I am not prepared for this. Anger cuts me like so many knives. Poison flows within my veins like blood. Suffocating under questions left unchecked. Put me in the ground, lest my will should be...destroyed Loathing consumes me. Must you abandon? Loathing consumes me. How could you torture me so? Loathing consumes me. Must you abandon? Loathing consumes me. How could you torture me so? Loathing consumes me. Must you abandon? Loathing consumes me. How could you torture me so?
4.
I can’t help but think You don’t care to make the choice, So I will. Take from my heart, From my hands, Pull the strings on me. You can’t make a deal, Can’t return to this place, So I will. Take from my head, From my eyes, Pull the strings on me. What are you worth? Now your life is over. Yet still you haunt me. (Keyboard Refrain) You ask, you’ll receive. Nothing is important to me, Except you. Take from my heart, From my hands, Pull the strings on me. I’ve made my choice, Just like you, without care For my will. Take from my head, From my eyes, Pull the strings on me. What are you worth? Now your life is over. Yet still you haunt me. (Keyboard Refrain) (Instrumental Break w/ Sample) You die, I fall. I’ll never be the same again. You die, I fall. I’ll bring us down together. You die, I fall. I’ll bargain for restoring us. You die, I fall. I’ll resurrect you if I can. You die, I fall. I’ll join you if I fail. You die, I fall. I’ll never be the same again. This is a purgatory, an endless prison, with bars made of your bones, and walls made of your skin. This is a purgatory, an endless prison, with bars made of your bones, and walls made of your skin. What are you worth? Now your life is over. Yet still you haunt me. (Keyboard Refrain)
5.
(isolation) 04:52
(Guitar Solo) If I asked, would you walk into a dream with me? No prize will be worth the fucking price you’ll pay. The cold, the clouds see not the heart nor soul. So I’ll cry and remember when the sun did shine. If I asked, would you fall into the winds of time? Your pride cannot escape from the depths of mine. So go. I don’t need your fucking pity anymore. I’ll be fine once I remember when the sun did shine.
6.
The void you left behind within me is growing. I cannot keep it away. You’ve done this to me. I feel misery like nothing you’ve seen, sullen loathing for what could have been. You’ve sequestered yourself, and left me to rot. It’s not fair, for you’ve poisoned my every thought …of you. Can I hide my hatred of you, or should I let it fester? After all, you didn’t consider what leaving would do to me. I feel misery like nothing you’ve seen, sullen loathing for what could have been. You’ve sequestered yourself, and left me to rot. It’s not fair, for you’ve poisoned my every thought …of you. (Hugo Weaving – “The Matrix”) What are you worth, now? Your life is over. Yet still you haunt me, and torture my soul. What is your purpose, in keeping me awake every fucking night thinking, “What could I have done?” (Solo Break) Anger fills me - (take me from this fucking void) Poisoning me - (lest my will should be destroyed) Suffocate me - (take me from this fucking void) Put me in the ground – (lest my will should be destroyed) Take me from this fucking void, Lest my will should be destroyed. I feel misery like nothing you’ve seen, sullen loathing for what could have been. You’ve sequestered yourself, and left me to rot. It’s not fair, for you’ve poisoned my every thought. I feel misery like nothing you’ve seen, sullen loathing for what could have been. You’ve sequestered yourself, and left me to rot. It’s not fair, for you’ve poisoned my every thought …of you.
7.
I pretend that I am okay, Even though the pain remains. In an instant, what was once so clear to me Was ripped from my hands and sent above. Now I’m alone. Is the sky falling, Or is that just the grief? Do you know how it felt When you stranded me here? This is a purgatory, An endless prison With bars made of your bones And walls made of your skin. I pretend that I am okay, Even though the pain remains. In an instant, what was once so clear to me Was ripped from my hands and sent above. Now I’m alone. My heart bleeds for you, But it can’t be that way forever. I can’t move on with you in my head. All I can do is make peace. Even though you’re gone, Your memory lives within me. I’ll never fill the void you left, But I can make my peace. Even though you’re gone, Your memory lives within me. I’ll never fill the void you left, But I can make my peace. Make my peace… I pretend that I am okay, Even though the pain remains. In an instant, what was once so clear to me Was ripped from my hands and sent above. Now I’m alone. I’m moving on. I’m moving on.
8.
(funeral) 05:47

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"Grief" is a concept album that details the emotional journey of a person whose significant other has committed suicide. Each track takes the listener through a stage of the main character's grief, leading up to their significant other's funeral.

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released March 8, 2019

Dan Saillant - Guitars, Bass, Programming
Noah Magnelli - Vocals
Michael Laurendeau Jr - Guitar solos on "Denial" and "Depression"

Artwork by Erskine Designs

Produced at Whispering Pines Studio by Dan Saillant

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Annihilus Mundi Cranston, Rhode Island

Progressive Death Metal from Cranston, Rhode Island.

My second album, "The Dead Sea Scrolls," will release in 2023.

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